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About Me Member Long-Time Deviant Stephen J.18/Male/Canada Recent Activity Deviant for 9 Months
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Days grow long

Thu Jun 18, 2009, 1:01 PM
  • Mood: Sadness
  • Listening to: Evanescence
  • Reading: Nothing
  • Watching: Nothing
  • Playing: Nothing
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: Water
I don't really know where to begin, where to go after that, or after that.
All I know is how I feel.

The days have grown longer. I find it so hard to manage recently.
I quit smoking May 8th, 2009. And it seems everything has grown less colourful. I've been spending a lot of time in the house. Some days the only time I get out is when I force myself to go for a run, or a bike ride.

I've lost contact with all of my friends. Everyone. I feel like I've drifted from everyone, I now miss a feeling of closeness I used to feel oh so often.

In short, it seems like I've gone into a bit of a depression.

I know I'll come out of this, I just need a new perspective. I must learn a life without smoking. Smoking was a part of everything I did. If I spoke to someone, I smoked, if I needed to think, I smoked, if I was sad, I'd smoke, if I was happy, I'd smoke.

My wisdom to everyone. Anyone who reads this.

Smoking will change your life, rarely in a good way.

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My name's Stephen J Shepherd, I've lived in Scarborough, Ontario all my life. I'm a percussionist, I used to play drums in a band called Not A Clue, the band before that was called Morning Waits, and now I'm starting a project with my ex-guitarist from Morning Waits, no name yet. I also write poetry, and I'm into visual art, it all calms me. My drum kit is the only thing in this world that will always listen. I hate liars, even if it is a white lie, if you have something to say, I don't want a bent truth, you say it straight up, and I'll respect that. I don't believe in God, Alla, or any other cultural beings. Organized religion feeds my anger towards the world. Religion is -in my opinion- one of the biggest causes for humanity to be divided. I believe in a supreme being that goes by no name. After all, something had to start this horrific tragedy we call earth. Some people think I'm a fool, and a bully, I think I'm the last honest person on this planet. Honesty and trust these days have flown out the window along with humanities morals. You can't trust a sole these days, everyone's out to get you in their own little way. Perhaps I'm a little weird, or dark, or both. But don't label me, I still have my morals, and that's more than I can say for 3/4's of humanity. You laugh at me because I'm different, But I laugh at you because you're all the same.

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: Toronto, Ontario
  • Interests: Working Out, Drumming, Writing
  • Favourite band or musician: I don't have a favourite
  • Favourite genre of music: Rock / Punk / Metal
  • Favourite poet or writer: Keats
  • Favourite style of art: Music
  • Operating System: Mac OSX
  • MP3 player of choice: IPod
  • Favourite game: Counter Strike... I know, I can be a nerd
  • Favourite gaming platform: PC
  • Favourite cartoon character: Bugs Bunny
  • Personal Quote: Friend : 'I feel mixed up' Me: 'Then get the hell out of that blender'
  • Tools of the Trade: Drum sticks, Pencil, Keyboard

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Comments


:iconkobyinperspective:
Hey, I never talk to you anymore.

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"I raise my voice to the music and madness, echoing the silence and soul of who I am." ~Michael Robinson

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:iconhyperblonde:
Thank you for the :+fav:

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BURN BABY!
:iconhyperblonde:
Thank you for the :+devwatch: and all the :+favlove:

:boing:

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BURN BABY!
:iconkobyinperspective:
Hmm so I found your fetish xD
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You dirty Canadian.

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"I raise my voice to the music and madness, echoing the silence and soul of who I am." ~Michael Robinson

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:icondazednconfused27:
That was priceless haha.
:iconkobyinperspective:
:D
Somethin's cookin' xD

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"I raise my voice to the music and madness, echoing the silence and soul of who I am." ~Michael Robinson

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:iconkobyinperspective:
ahahhaa
I don't understand. Where's the maple syrup in this scenario.

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"I raise my voice to the music and madness, echoing the silence and soul of who I am." ~Michael Robinson

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